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LOCK AND LOAD, BABY.
THAT'S ENOUGH TALKING.
LOAD.
AIM.
FIRE.
that's all there is to it.



Melissa is CAUGHT BETWEEN THE COLOURS OF A BUTTERFLY.. (:


and,by the way,this blogskin works best in Mozilla Firefox. (:


BULLSEYE.

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cosplay; LOLITA`ed . <3
S.M.A.C.K for MINDS . 050807 . :D

The Melissa Effect ;

melissa
kirreli/intristique
-IKAN-Bilis
--x3Mel-chan
Mosuke Kiyokawa -san! :D
o11192
平安
8039 is integral to my life.
♥8039 for life.
bpps <3
cgs
msn || friendster
1c2 'o5
2c2 'o6
3s1 'o7
4s1 'o8
cur-iie
npcc ♥
kucheengs `06
sunshines `07
npdp `o7, GOH 2 ♥
CRESCENT RALEIGH `07 ♥
mortal of gloria
angel of yiling
angel of janice (x
i am a TREE. (:
i am a COSPLAYER.
i cosplay SWEET//CLASSIC LOLITA.
i'm also a PUNK LOLITA.
LOLITA.LOVE<3
CHRNO!
KANAME!!!
SYAORAN!! ((:
wodeaiaii.
SUNSHINES.
PURE LIT.♥
VAMPIREKNIGHT.
ROSARIO+VAMPIRE.
THEGENTLEMAN'SALLIANCECROSS.
WJULIET.
WILDONES.
HANA-KIMI.
HANA YORI DANGO.
BADRELIGION.
ONEREPUBLIC.
ALKALINETRIO.
PARAMORE.
THECLICKFIVE.
P!ATD.
HINDER.
AUDITION.
I'M A LEVEL 26 BACKUP AND I'M PROUD OF IT.
TURNED AMATEUR ON 290507.
TURNED BACKUP ON 281107.


THREE IKANS AND A VERY EXTRA CLAM.
IKANS RULE!
DON'T DENY IT!
IKAN(KURAU + BILIS) = SPASTIC!

IKAN(KURAU + BILIS + KUNING) + LOBSTER + CLAM = SEAFOOD PLATTER!<3
and yes, we're having lobster tonight!

-IKAN-Bilis
-IKAN-Kurau
-IKAN-Bakar
-IKAN-Kuning

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you know you love intristique . :D


ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE SIX
SEVEN TEMPTATIONS!
你还是我的月亮!♥
& i love you. i really do. so please, pull that dagger of doubt out of my heart.

& you shouldn't have started if you didn't intend to finish.

& so it's all about you again.

& i'm wondering when you'll tire of my petty ways.

& you've touched the corners of my heart.

& this is give and that is take.

& your admiration , my adoration.

& i'll keep playing with your heartstrings.

& tramps like us , baby we were born to run.


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shots


WANTS.

what would i wish for my birthday or anything else ? (:
mostly i'd prefer spontaneous gifts. (:
but other than that ,
i absolutely ADORE/LOVE :
✖ A white or black pullover with the words "Takuya/Miku/Shun/Junji-kun loves Melissa" printed behind . :DDDD
✖ The Twilight Soundtrack . :DDD
✖ Porno Graffiti - Melissa . :DDD
✖ The Killers album - The Fuss . :D
✖ MATSUJUN ! :D give me matsujun and i'll be one uber happy fangirl .
✖ ipod touch . :o!
✖ soft toys .
✖ manga books .
✖ cosfests . <3
✖ cosplay - lolita outfits . (:
✖ cosplay - chokers . (:
✖ bishounen ! <3
✖ cute stuff .
✖ zen neeon .
✖ zen neeon skins .
✖ hinder . ;D
✖ literature . <3
✖ accessories .
✖ 2part keychains to be shared . :D
✖ shoes . x3
INK bag .
✖ Wild Ones manga . :D
HANA YORI DANGO JAP DRAMA !
✖ hana-kimi manga . :D
HANA-KIMI JAP DRAMA !
✖ miss whatever ! :D
you . (:
your admiration . xD
✖ time to be spent with friends .
and the thing that i'd love the most is ,
for you to understand me without me revealing too much . (:
and sincerity . (:
that'd be the best gift ever .
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PASTS.

February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008

BANG.


MusicPlaylist


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1. Superstar - Lupe Fiasco
2. Apologise - OneRepublic ft. Timbaland
3. 4 Minutes - Madonna ft. JT
4. Walking Disaster - Sum 41
5. Pieces - Sum 41
6. Still Waiting - Sum 41
7. With Me - Sum 41
8. Lips Of An Angel - Hinder
9. Goodbye Mr. A - The Hoosiers
10. Hello Seattle - Owl City
11. The Saltwater Room - Owl City

RECOIL.

THE SLAPHAPPIES :D
ORIGINALITIES (:
6L 2oo4!
alex
andrew/boiisin
angeline/moli
aqilah
bojia
bryan
candice
cassandra
chantik
charlotteeee goh
charlotte sim
cheryl
christabel
cindy
club SunshinE
ctwo
danny
darkf0rce2
danitza
geelyn
gerald
gloria
heav3nlylov3
janice!!!
jiahui
jing ning
jun xian
kaiqi
karen
lijun
lingling
liying
mandy/manman!
marie
marietta/kurau!!!
my fanfics
nadia
padma
phinie mei!!!
rachel
rayhanah
revival!
roger
sandy
shaa
sihui/xero!
tenille
venus
wenwei
woon yeow
wilbert
wing hay
xiang liang
xin shen
xiong chen
yi an
yi shuen
yingtian
zhan yu

sunshines <333
SUNshines
tkd squad
dhanusha
hazwani
hyeon
kelly 平
madhumita
mun teng
wu shuang
zarifah


SHOOT.
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Friday, August 31, 2007
11:07 PM

this song should be familiar to curians ,
dont worry , we shouldnt suffer from any broken hearts ! (:
curie gave it her all ! so we should be proud instead of sad ! (:
here's to curie !

BROKEN HEARTS PARADE

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Here we go oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

We got problems
We don't know how to solve them
Everywhere we go, we got some skeletons to follow
We got baggage you know we're gonna drag it
Everywhere we go, for everyone to see, in the...

[CHORUS]
Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
I've never been better than I am today

Go oh oh
Oh oh oh

You got a question
How do we get it started?
I got an answer, let go of your heart and...
Love it, live it, leave it and get into it
If you wanna start it, this is how you do it, in the...
[Broken Hearts Parade lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]


[CHORUS]
Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today

I used to lie awake at night and
Wonder when she's coming home
It used to be so hard to wake up every day

[gutar and trumpit solo]

[CHORUS]
The broken hearts parade
And we're putting our hearts out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today

March on to the sound!
The beating of a broken heart!
Step with the rhythm you found!
To the beating of a broken heart!




i really admire you , sowji .
and i love you DEARLY .
if you ever need someone to talk to , or a shoulder to cry on ,
there's always sunshines ! (:
we love you truckloads .
so dont make us worry so much by keeping it all to yourself !
a burden shared is a burden halved !
share it with us .
and again , we <3 you !
keep holding on okay ? (:
stay strong !

teachers' day today .
was practically spending the whole sch day trying to put the boards together .
when zee uploads the pictures , i'll put them here too ! <3
YEAH ! I LOVE THE BOARDS <3
i think these kind of gifts are really close to the heart . (:
only people who're close to you would take the effort to do it .

couldnt even see mr ong today .
shit ):
bpps was closed anyway .
wtf . *screams*
they're being REALLY friendly with their old students huh ?
fish . ):

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Wednesday, August 29, 2007
10:12 PM

i was absolutely mortified when i checked my phone today .
what gives you the right to talk to me like that ?
like hell i'll ever talk to you ever again .
call me childish . it's a psychological thing .
so what ?
do you have a problem with me ?
if you do , then kindly STOP talking to me .
thank you . i'd appreciate it kindly too .

chiong-ed through 3 shao nian wen zai and 1 zhou ji .
i dont want to bitchrant now .
since i'm horribly tired of typing out cuss words .
i want a counsellor )x
WAIT NO I DIDNT MEAN THAT !
i want to go central <3
look at all the jap stuff !
plus i want to go to a rl italian ristorante .
this is what you would call ichigo ichiru ! :D
andand , MONKEY FORGOT THAT IT WAS HOLIDAYS NEXT WEEK .
THUS , MONKEY IS ABNORMAL (x
HAHA ! xD
no normal student wouldnt remember holidays . :x
but anyway , nxt week isnt much of a holiday .
shit . every single day is booked .
OH <3
THE CLASS PHOTOS ARE OUT <3
3S1 MUST BE THE BEST LOOKING CLASS OF 'EM ALL <3
HAHAHA xD
anyway , today i was like so deprived . )x
stole the porridge that charlotte ordered . xD
then i was like saying : DAMN NICE ! xD
sorry la , i come from a household which mainly cooks PLAIN porridge .
haha ! she offered to let me eat more porridge .
then i said no . and teevee poured milo into the spoon after i looked away x.x
when i saw it , i was like EW ! and then charlotte said : mel probably doesnt want to eat it now anyway xD
HAHA ! xD
had lit test & chinese oral today .
lit test was bad . cause there was actually more than 20 minutes left , but me and pearl rushed down for oral . so yeah .. )x
chinese oral was horrible ! ms tan asked me 3 qns ! )x
i bet i can look forward to a fail .
she asked me qns about maids .
ARGH .
the weirdest qn was : do you agree that nowadays in Singapore , more families view maids as 'time bombs' ?
LOL . i didnt understand what she was saying .
so i asked her : 您可以放简单一点吗?
well , she explained it to me then .
and she said 'time bomb' in english .
which made me even more confused . x.x
so i came up with all sorts of crap like how yes , if the family treats the maid badly then of course the maid will treat them the same way and not do the chores properly . but if they treat the maid well , nothing bad will happen and both parties will be happy .

i want to forever remember what i wrote in my 少年文摘 today .
it's really nice .
by comparing your mother to the moon , you will realise that they are very alike .
your mother was around for you from when you were young .
just as the moon has been around since you were born .
take the night as adversities , the moon shines so brightly to lead you out of the difficult times . IF you are willing to accept it's help like in real life , when you are lost and off track and you decide that you will look to the moon for guidance .
also , the moon is around in the morning as well .
however , we dont notice it since the sun shines that brightly .
take daytime as the time when our lives are going spectacularly well .
we dont remember our mothers at times like that because we are focusing on the successes and happiness before us .
however , little do we realise that 'the moon' , or figuratively speaking , our mothers , are around all the time . looking out for us and taking care of us .
i love my mom & dad .
no matter what i'll ever say , no one can replace either of you .
and i love both of you so much .
thank you for taking care of me for these past 14 years of your life .
and making my life meaningful & joyful .
i owe everything to both of you .

我爱你们。 (:

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Monday, August 27, 2007
9:23 PM

OMG ROFL . LOOK AT THIS .
Meme stolen from YT's lj . xD


http://www.gagirl.com/quiz/whodo.html



Oguri Shun is the one that you love.

Matsumoto Jun is one you like but can't work out.

You care most about Kelly.

Ying Tian is the one who knows you very well.

Mari is your lucky star.

The Great Escape is the song that matches with Oguri Shun.

My Guardian Angel is the song for Matsumoto Jun.

Wish is the song that tells you most about your mind.

And Love So Sweet is the song telling how you feel about life!


LOL .
it quite obviously doesnt make sense .
Oguri Shun & Matsumoto Jun are both actors .
but kawaiiiiiii :D
esp HANAZAWA RUI & BAN SHOGO (respectively) .
the mari one was kind of random .
mostly because she just starting msning me .
LOL .
IMAGINE IF KAVIN MSNED ME !
ROFLMAO OMFG .
he might've taken Jun's place ROFLMAO .
it's a good thing he didnt . xD
lols . the songs ..
dont match .
but i still think all of them are great songs . :D
ALL RIGHT ! GOTTA TRY MORE MEMES ANOTHER DAY . ;D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



8:59 PM

i love matsumoto jun . (:
yay . (:
he is such a talented actor !
if there're any other nice dramas that he stars in , please do tell me . (:
so far , jun looks great with mao (makino) , YANKUMI (x , Eri D: , 'the kimi wa petto girl ' ROFL . xD
let's just sum it up , jun looks great . (:
ESPECIALLY IN BAMBINO! WHERE HIS HAIRSTYLE IS SO KAWAII . >D

;MELISSA

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



3:55 PM

WOOOT . ATC IS OVER ! :D

REJOICE , MAN , REJOICE .
still , i love Water . :D

WATER ; source of life !

GIVE ME A W ! W !
GIVE ME AN A ! A !
GIVE ME A T ! T !
GIVE ME AN E ! E !
GIVE ME AN R ! R !
WHAT DO YOU GET ?
WATER !

W-A-T-E-R
Water water wash the fire ,
water water destroy the earth ,
water water conquer the wind ,
water water that's all we need !

AHAHAHA .
SUPPORT WATER , PEOPLE !
IF NOT , YOU WOULDNT BE ALIVE RIGHT NOW . (x
but anyway , i want to thank s3grp1 CIs the most .
JULIANA MA'AM & TECK WEI SIR . :D
YAY <3
and alot of people thought juliana ma'am had a cousin/relative in crescent . xD
she reminds us alot of someone . xD

might update more another day . (:

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Monday, August 20, 2007
6:29 PM

crap photobucket .
it's not working .

just so you know ,
i'm not so crazy over our friendship anymore .
is that what's even called friendship ?
where you diss people off without giving a proper reason ?
get pissed off in their face when they're trying to care about you ?
scold them when they do better in something ?
try to put them down when they've got more potential ?
shit . this so isnt like you .
and all the more ,
I DONT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND .
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES , EVEN THOUGH THEY WERENT SO GREAT .



watching Gokusen nowadays .
KAME & JIN LOOK SO ADORABLE . (:

i cant wait to get the zen stone . (:
yay <3
designing pwns . xD

& i say , feel your breeze , never stop walking on .
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Tuesday, August 14, 2007
7:35 PM

i found munteng's blog . (:
& look ! I FINISHED HANA YORI DANGO . ):
somewhat unhappy with the ending .
i hope there's HYD III . (:
MATSUMOTO JUN IS KAWAII . HAHA . x:
see , teevee got to me .
INOUE MAO TOO ! xDDD
BUT STILL ,
IKUTA TOMA IS THE BEST . (:
i bet some people would think i'm crazy ,
but ROFLMAO , at the last part , i thought Kaede would ask Nishida to marry her !
ROFLMAO !
and still , what Tsukasa did for Tsukushi was darn nice . (:
but .. HANAZAWA RUI ):
play it when you get older .
awwwww . (:
while watching hyd , it was totally like an emotional roller coaster .
I LOVE HANA YORI DANGO .

& emotionally attached .
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Sunday, August 12, 2007
4:32 PM

let's face it .
i'm in love with Hana Yori Dango .
OKAMI-SAN !
hahaha ! xD
poor akira . finally had a taste of your own medicine . :x
but hey , akira's cute too .
argh ! i cant wait for the download of Hana Yori Dango II to finish . )x
the stupid dl just HAD to start from the back .
so currently , what's downloaded is actually the last few eps .
the thing takes SOOOOOO long to buffer too !
OMG <3
NOW I REALLY CANT WAIT TO GO HOKKAIDO <3
I SHALL BUY LOADS AND LOADS OF WONDERFUL DRAMAS . (:
oh wait . subs will be a problem .
but who cares ?! (:
YAY <3
HANA YORI DANGO & HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E !
next skin will be based on hana yori dango - Flower of Four . (:

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Friday, August 10, 2007
9:47 PM

i dont get it .
you read my blog whenever you can , dont you ?
so , why do you ask me all those apparent questions ?
WHEN YOU CAN READ IT YOURSELF .
or are you just trying to make conversation ?!
shit . it's bloody irritating .
especially when it's already TYPED out right here .
why the hell would i want to say it again ?
i'm in a bad mood , dont like it ?
get the hell away from me .
fish you .

and i really hate people who people who disturb me while i'm watching videos .
god ! now i know how yt feels when i disturb her .

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



8:22 PM

OMG <3
I'VE GOT A NEW OBSESSION .
ROFLMAO . xD
it's Hana Yori Dango ! <3
in english , it's Boys over Flowers .

realise i like dramas with Hana =.="
Hanazakari no Kimitachi e meant For You in Full Blossom

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH .
WHY DID TBS HAVE TO GO LICENSE IT )x
AND AT EXACTLY THE PART WHERE TSUKASA & TSUKUSHI FALL ON EACH OTHER & KISS . ):
NOOOOOOOOOOOO ! *cries*
that's it .
this november , i'm going to stock up on all sorts of japanese drams .
ESPECIALLY HANA KIMI & HANA YORI DANGO .
I WILL !
*punches fists in air*

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



6:53 PM

I HATE YOU SO MUCH .
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I HATE YOU .




_______________________________________________________________________
went oatmealing today .
forget it ,
i'm not in the mood to blog .
just waiting for Hana Yori Dango to load .
shit .
thanks alot for ruining my mood .
i wish there were more Hana Kimi drama eps so i could laugh at something again .

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Thursday, August 09, 2007
11:49 PM

i can't get over the Hana Kimi Jap Drama ! xD
though ashiya , sano and nakatsu are well chosen for their roles ,
UMEDA & NANBA LOOK SO WEIRD .
ESPECIALLY NANBA .
I THOUGHT HE'D LOOK PRETTY )x
i cant wait to watch 4 tmr . :D
and thanks again zee for telling me whr to watch it . (:

i also cant wait to go oatmealing tmr .
SENTOSA , HERE THE SLAPHAPPIES COME .
ROFLMAO . xD

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Wednesday, August 08, 2007
9:17 PM

GAH ! *hands flail hopelessly around*
couldnt watch the Hana Kimi Jap drama . ):
the part where sano sees how obsessed ashiya is with him just .. stops .
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! *echoes*
anyone else got links to wherever there's the drama ? T_T"

currently , i'll just go watch Hana Yori Diango . (sp ?)
teevee said it's nice .

I STILL WANT TO WATCH HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E ! (:

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



7:09 PM

just when i thought today was a great day .
god .


went taka with teevee , charlotte & yt .
me & yt went straight to the manga section , she bought Saiyuki Reload 6 & i bought HK 16-18 along with Captive Heart .
TODAY WAS A REALLY GOOD DAY TO GO KINO !
20% DISCOUNT (:
charlotte & teevee went to the stationary section .
after we finished , i called them & we agreed to meet at the entrance .
boo , charlotte had to go .
so walked all the way to the mrt station .
then after walking all the way to orchard mrt ,
we released that we had to walk ALL THE WAY to cine .
ALAMAK . =.="
walked . x.x
yt was kinda stoning .
but anyway , we reached it . :D
wanted to go BK for lunch but no space to sit . ):
so decided to go LJ .
saw MANYMANY familiar faces .
including REBECCA MA'AM ! xD
haha !
r: do you still find me scary ?
m: *shakes head* no .
r: ahah ! you see , she shook her head ! (to friend)
r: and why not ?
m: erm .. because you're not scary ? :x
r: *pulls face*

xD
after cine , went HMV to let yt search for the KAT-TUN dvd she wanted .
oh man .
saw the Dream Boys DVD , $1xx . x.x
oh well , it's interest i guess .
SAW L'ARC~EN~CIEL CDS !
OMG ! I MUST GET THEM . (:
Yui songs seemed quite nice . :x
but anyway , i really want L'ARC~EN~CIEL ! :D
esp Ready,Steady,Go!
walked back to cine after wasting time at HMV .
while waiting for the escalator ,
a Kagome cosplay set caught my eye .
yt & teevee were on it the instant i told them . (:
cosplayer interest !
the stuff was pretty .
but it cant match my sweet loli >D
if i could go as a char ,
i'd choose akatsuki too . (sorry sihui :x)
the costume looks so cool ! >D
but anyway ,
my first choice would still be KANAME KURAN .
ROFL ! CROSS DRESSING SEEMS TO BE MY INTEREST . xD
or as Mizuki Ashiya ?
still seems cross dressing since she's supposed to be cross dressing as a guy at the guy's school .
LOL . xD
andddddd , where can i see Hanazakari no Kimitachi He for the Jap Drama ? ):
I REALLY WANT TO SEE THEM !
ESP IZUMI SANO & MIZUKI ASHIYA .
not really interested in Shuichi Nakatsu , but still ,
I'D LOVE TO SEE MINAMI NANBA & HOKUTO UMEDA TOO !
EVEN AKIHA ! ROFL !
went up to 9th floor to check whether the JE shop was open .
dang . ):
it was closed .

walked to somerset mrt .
went back home .
on the mrt , heard some ASTOUNDING stuff .
students actually hack into their teacher's accounts and check their grades .
and the school that they were from ?
shall not be disgraced .

yt got off at dover ,
i got off at clementi .
took the bus back again .
shocking .
it was really quite irritating and disgusting to hear what this particular female commuter had to say to her friend .
it's as though her world only revolves around this guy called 'Danny' and her choice of vocabulary is limited to these few lines :
1. tell them go die . EAT SHIT LAR !
2. aiya . i told him fck you ! HAHA !
3. he so bloody bastard !
4. SO CORNY ! BASTARD !
5. screw him la !
6. lucky i not wearing my sch uniform norhs !
7. RETARDED ! OMG !
it was horrendously irritating to my ears .
dont you have a sense of respect to yourself ?
i was simply DISGUSTED with you .
if i heard what you said again ,
i'd probably slap you or tell you things that you couldnt comprehend & make you writhe with apprehension and insecurity .
get a life , bitch .
the least you could do is expand your vocabulary and you could do yourself a favour by acting more mature also please.
talk like you very big right . roflmao . can tell people : ask them stop playing maple ! so old also still play maple !
bitch . i know maple's a lame game , but you cant interfere with what other people like . you could have suggested alternatives . instead of saying : TELL THEM GO DIE AND EAT SHIT !
perhaps YOU want to eat some shit too ?
freak .

came back home and read HK .
cried once per book .
i cant help it .
nakatsu's so nice , but ashiya loves sano .
and sano hurt ashiya .
GOD . )x


& i cried buckets .
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Monday, August 06, 2007
6:11 PM

yay ! uploaded S.M.A.C.K pictures !
today was a bad day , really .
teevee wasnt around . ):
the whole of Genuine Act wasnt around probably because of S.M.A.C.K . ):

i dont really have a whole lot to say today ,
so i'll just quote some weird stuff .

i had this plant , and it was alive . until it died .
right . o_o
i'm a plant lover , so i enjoy loving plants !
uh huh . inferential much ?

okay well , this is really wuliao .
i dont have anything to say . =.=
anyway , i'm looking forward to oatmealing . :D

& I'VE GOT SOMETHING ELSE THAT I REALLY WANT . xD
an INK bag . (:
hahaha !

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Sunday, August 05, 2007
10:01 PM

back from cosplaying @ vivo for S.M.A.C.K .
took a few photos .
i'll upload them when i have the time .

/edit : UPLOADED ! (: DO ENJOY !

just a short intro on S.M.A.C.K .
it stands for :
Sales , Music , Art , Cosplay & [they] just felt like adding a K .
:D
random aint it ?
anyway , arrived at vivo and found yt .
walked around .
apparently , we couldnt find the place .
& yt had to call deviana to ask her where it was .
she asked us to wait for us but we just walked around more .
found it . :D
saw sophie , michelle , teevee & trisha all around the booths .
so i dragged yt out to talk to them .
went back into vivo because there was air con . :x
then chased after michelle & teevee who were with the signboards .
teevee practically went : MEL !
and then she fell on me . xD
m&yt: so , are there any other cosplayers ? ^w^
md: nope . you guys are the first . or rather the others already left because the j-pop bands arent playing now . go change ! :D and remember , take alot of photos !
okay , so me & yt went to change .
hey yt , i can see your bag strap ! *yanks*
xDD
BEHOLD , THE TRANSFORMATION .
ROFLMAO .
came out of the toilet cubicle to put on gloves & head piece .
while i was putting on my gloves ..
looked up .
and at that moment ,
a VERY FAMILIAR someone walked in .
that someone apparently also thought i was VERY FAMILIAR .
she turned around and looked at me again .
then i realised , THAT WAS CASANDRA . x.x
haha !
following casandra was gretchen & then xiangliang .
c: MELISSA !
g: OHMYGOD MELISSA !
xl: MELISSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !
HAHA xD
it was really funny .
xl was kind of screaming .
they asked qns and stuff .
xl: what're you supposed to be ?
m: erm .. just the theme of lolita . (:
haha !
anyway , me & yt left the toilet .
so went to the white tentage .
kind of boring , cause yt was drawing & michelle asked me to volunteer while cosplaying .
so you can cosplay for a cause.
LOL .
oh well ,
i was dragged into volunteering anyway .
managed to take pictures with teevee for once ! (:
YAY !

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ME & TEEVEE (:
i didnt really know that this picture was taken . :x
oh well . xD

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the second one we took !
or rather , it seemed like the first . xD

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teevee . stoning while watching Hidama . x.x

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SUNSET BOULEVARD ! (:

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look @ the concentration yt has while she's drawing ! x.x

then michelle asked us to go carry the signboards .
so yeah , we advertised by carrying the signboards around the 1st floor of vivo .
got a few weird stares .
but hell .
a normally dressed girl & a lolita cosplayer .
weird isnt it ? :/
anyway , we U-TURNED around the black & white sign .
and after that , we kind of went back to back .
cause we were pushed against the shops .
we formed a triangle shape xD
WE CUT THROUGH PEOPLE WITH OUR TRIANGLE !
HAHAHA !
walked back to the tentage & stoned around .
around 6, yt was done with her drawing .
pretty . :D
anyway , KAME-CHAN WENT LOLI AGAIN . :D
HAHAHA !
really kawaii !

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yt looking lolita with little lolita kame-chan . (:

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a real CLOSEUP of loli kame-chan . (:

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an even closer CLOSEUP of loli kame-chan ! (:

Mizuki was supposed to perform , but technical glitches so they postponed their performance .
btw , for those who went for COSFEST VI : THE GOLDEN EXPERIENCE , it IS the same Mizuki who performed . (:
after performances , and then finally Mizuki's performance , it was the closing act by 1989 .
meanwhile , we were going mad over DOMOS !
apparently mandy got high on Domo-Kun . D:
this guy started it by drawing Domo-Kun on the plastic .
so mandy kept bugging him to draw more Domos !
and soon , DOMOS WERE EVERYWHERE !
IT'S NO EXAGGERATION !
HE EVEN DREW A HUGE DOMO KUN !
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ZOMGWTFBBQ !
ATTACK OF THE DOMOS !

AND THERE WERE TINY DOMO KUNS IN THE HUGE ONE TOO ! x.x
i'll put the pictures up when i have time ,
but you might need an outline to see the big domo kun since it's not very clear .
side note : the marker was running out of ink . so it was getting lighter and lighter .
that guy was probably going mad , he MASS DREW domos !
the shape , the eyes , the arms .
AHHHHH !
DOMO MADNESS !
N2 went mad too with writing : DOMO OWNS YOUR BASE .
finale to the DOMO MADNESS ,
he drew an even larger domo .
by drawing the eyes at the left side of the sheet .
it was a sideways domo .
and he drew it HUGE .
even the big domo was engulfed in the HUGE one .
oh hell , domo madness was fun . :D
anyway , after that , prize presentation . (:
happy birthday fiona . (:
and that ends S.M.A.C.K for MINDS . (:
it was a great day .
& we had a great time .

& when we look back ,
we'll replay these memories in our head .
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Saturday, August 04, 2007
9:33 PM

i hate you , bitch .
i know you hate me too .
i'm glad to know the feeling's mutual .

god . today was a neutral day .
considering that the alkali(good stuff :x lol , dont ask me why , i just like alkalis more than acids) neutralised the acid(bad stuff )x) and resulted in an exothermic reaction where H2O was produced with a salt that has a pH of 7 overall .
i'm into chem , so dont be freaked out .
NCOPC today .
god . changing parades .
i didnt want to say it out then because i knew that the rest of them would just complain .
at least someone else understands how i feel .
because she's going through the exact same thing as me .
hell . the school gates opened so late today .
nothing much to talk about NCOPC .
just alot alot of belouk-ing (or however it's spelt)
after dismissal , went for the PaTH market opening @ vivo .
cabbed there . :D
YAY . OUR CAB WAS THE FIRST TO REACH <3
and that consisted of me , kel , munteng & nanthini .
considering that we were the second to flag down the cab after dhanu, zee , ameerah & kasthuri took the earlier cab .
after us was junjun & jaslin , in the same cab as guimei ma'am & meera ma'am x.x
HUH some more !
HAHA xD
we went up first anyway . (:
& found the PaTH market , walked around , found mdm lim .
so talked , she told us to go change .
got quite a surprise when we told her we didnt bring home clothes x.x
but anyway , some people went to change .
and then while they were changing , we went to eat .
wtf . it's so irritating can .
GET LOST FOR ALL I CARE . I DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE .
i imagined they'd have said this :
FINE . WE WILL ALL GET LOST .
no ! dont get mad . dont get stressed !
ARGH .
just went to BK .
at that point of time , i bet kasthu could see i was going to burst .
hell , i just kept my mouth shut .
i mean , what's the problem ? you speak as if you know everything , bitch . it's not as if you know EVERYTHING .
WHATEVER .
okay , fine , i'm developing split personalities ? got a problem with that ?
if you do , kindly back off NOW .

sat quietly .
i wish i could just fade away there .
i dont want to deal with it anymore .
argh .
after that , realised that we were going to be late .
shit .
and they still went to buy food .
hell , just waited .
me & zee went up first .
she took photos of random stuff .
we saw some of the stuff they were selling . :D
really cool !
i wanted the bear for cosplay . )x
OH . & MR KOH'S SON IS SUPER CUTE . (:
sat through the entire ceremony thing .
someone saw someone who was doing something that someone shouldnt have been doing .
i.e. SLEEPING xD
after that , had pictures taken . :D
the BMW NPC officers were being really funny xD
esp the sirs !
he's my boss ! you dont believe ?
NO LA , HE THEN MY BOSS !
ya lor , he's our boss !

& then ..
OH , OUR BIG BOSS COME ALREADY !
xDDD
sec 3s took pictures with the sec 2s . (:
then sir & ma'am joined in ! :D
hahaha !
after that , talked to ma'am . :D
haha , yeah , o lvls have changed from yr time )x
hahaha ! xD
was really fun !
and then cause we were allowed to leave ,
sir talked to the sec 3s and asked who was going home or going out .
of course , i'll be in charge of their safety =.="
they were supposed to sms or call .
but apparently only zee did .
WHAT HAPPENED TO THE REST OF YOU ?!
NEED ME TO PERSONALLY ASK RIGHT .
WALAO .
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ .

went to millenia walk with mommy & daddy ! :D
SO FUN <3
booked tour to HOKKAIDO in nov !
I CANT WAIT :D
YUKATAS ! :D
鬼 actually is a constellation of Suzaku . (:
it's a protector .
so dont be afraid ! :D
I WANNA GO HOKKAIDO SOON <3
AND THE MOST IMPT ,
I WANNA LEARN JAP ! =D

GAH . IT'S NOT REALLY ANY WONDER WHY YOU WERENT CHOSEN .
EVEN IF YOU WANTED TO , THEY WOULDNT LET YOU .
EVEN IF YOU BRIBED THEM , THEY'D PROBABLY BRIBE YOU TO GO AWAY .
you lack :
1. self-discipline
2. politeness
3. tact
4. common sense
5. wit
6. responsibility
FISH YOU .
NO WONDER NO ONE THINKS YOU CAN DO ANYTHING !

& everything neutralises . :D
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Friday, August 03, 2007
8:27 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIVVI//TEEVEE ! (:

today actually started off as a really crappy day .
first , teevee was early for once .
bad , because i wanted to do something for her to surprise her . ):
and charlotte hadnt come yet .
something bad happened during arm power training .
which only a limited number of people know .
if i havent told you , chances are you'll never hear about it .
so don't even ask me about it .

heard crappy complaints .
after that , had mass run .
crappy again , as usual .
because crappy people crapped my mood up .
only thing good about it was that i got to run with tab & marsie . (:
fun , because i actually got to remember lower sec .
esp when running with marsie , because that's what i did for 2.4 in sec 1 .
and then with tab for sec 2 , because that's what we did for 2.4 in sec 2 . (:
thanks for being my motivators ! (:
SLAPHAPPIES FOREVER . (:
returned back to the school .
PE was okay .
told xl to sing teevee a birthday song . ((:
whole class sang ! :D
tshukball , or whatever it was supposed to be named , was really fun this week .
and it seemed that my grp didnt get kicked out for 4 rounds because we managed to play without fault , and we won because the opposing grp kept committing fouls or faults .
yeah ! haha ! :D
BLUES PWN . :D
after PE , we ran at each other to do the hand slapping thing .
really fun . though charlotte kinda hurt my hand when she slapped that hard .
went back to class for EMATHS .
it was damn good .
ms ho is back . (:
yays . fish loke . =.="
she returned us the test papers .
it was so freaking crapped up .
i cant believe i got a 14/20 .
shit you for quarreling with us and making us lose precious time .
give me 2 minutes and i'd get 17/20 .
bitch.
power graphs & exponential graphs .
made a critical error that cost me 1 mark .
shit .
and then sketching ?
die sia . x.x
ALAMAK .
CAN GET 18/20 .
-__________-
after that , EL .
oh . it was alright .
BLUE MOUNTAIN ?!
AMANDA !
it's like a triggered off reaction in all pure lit students . (x
hahaha !
RECESS was funny .
i just stayed in class to complete what i wanted to do .
and then charlotte came back to class .
btw , thanks for helping me buy wedges ! (:
sat in class with her , fretting over how long teevee takes to come back from recess .
we wanted to bug her to open the present . D:
charlotte stuffed the card i just finished into the plastic bag with the present .
then we waited .
teevee came back .
then charlotte kept bugging me to go tell teevee to open the present .
but hell , mrs gek was coming .
so i kept telling her no .
and true enough , mrs gek came . )x
yeah well , told her after last lesson .
fastforward to last period , BIO .
loads of us were all : EH . WALAO ! WHY MAKE US STAY BACK SIA .
but hell , using demerits is totally cheating .
zzzzzzz .
anyway , finished filing practicals . :D
the paperclip was so nice ! (:
i didnt even need to stay back the first time & all my practicals were compiled already . (:
YAY ME . xD
haha .
after that was done , it was 2.54 .
so went back up to class with teevee & charlotte .
then went with teevee & michelle to MINDS . (:
was fun . since i had fun with teevee there .
tried to take pictures of teevee .
got emo poses & side profiles .
STUPID TEEVEE . ):
GO DLT THEM ALL !
RAAAAAAR . the only reason i didnt smack you was because you're the birthday girl . :/
the people there were really nice . (:
she thought i was LIVVI xD
HAHAHA .
thanks alot to them , we didnt get dehydrated . (:
they kept asking us whether we wanted chairs !
and then both me and teevee were like :
nono , dont need !
i think our helpers like to sit on the floor alot..
HAHA xD
they were too nice , really !
and after that , took alot of tries to print out the correct brochures .
then we waited for 500 copies to photocopy .
raaar . it was a long wait .
but me & teevee had a fun time being lame with the pictures & taking the printed stuff .
SEE , I TOLD YOU YOU NEED TO CONSTANTLY REMOVE THEM !
HAHA xD
what happened was that the stack of printed stuff was so heavy that the photocopying machine came out with error !
then we had to remove it ! xD
stared at it alot .
and then rosalind came over to help .
and then , BAD MOVE . x.x
she pulled out the upper store of paper .
and then got paper jam !
MYGOD . x.x
still around 90+ to print .
so she fixed it (:
and then went back to printing .
when it was all done and we were going to leave ,
said bye to her .
she was so nice !
she offered plastic bags .
so we put the photocopies into the bag .
and then she was like , oh , what about a box ?
and then she pulled a box out from under her table x.x
i've got everything under my table!
HAHA xD BELIEVABLE !
walked back to sch with teevee .
after that , talked about the plastic bag .
m: it's so not cool , because everyone can carry a plastic bag ! xD
l: IT'S COOL ! I'M CARRYING A BOX ! HOW MANY PEOPLE GET TO CARRY A BOX ?!
HAHA xD
imagine , that was our conversation .
and then while we were walking to sch .
saw two teachers .
ms chia was thr too .
she asked us : going home ?
and then me and teevee said : no , going back to school .
her face was like O_O!
and it was darn funny .
and then she said : oh okay .. so late arh .. okay . have fun ! ^^
haha . she's nice . (:
and she's so not boring . x:
got the stuff done at class .
while teevee packed , i just wrote crap on the board .
finished writing the song lyrics on the board for 'Hey There Delilah' . <3
haha ! it was fun . xD
and then wrote : HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIVVI ! xD
on the board .
haha ! xD
then walked back to the mrt .
alamak ! sorry la ! T_T
when we left to walk to the mrt , the bus came .
so suay ! x.x
and then when we were at the traffic light ,
another bus came ! x.x
AIYO . T_T
I'M SORRY TEEVEE .
talked about kitties & rabbits along the way .
funny stuff .
then while we walked into the mrt station , heard a kitten mewing .
so teevee went to see .
and it WAS a kitten ! x.x
she was staring at it .
and then ..
l: oh ! it's so cute !
m: teevee , gooooo ! you're scaring it !
l: it's so scared ...
m: yeah ! you scared it . ):
l: no i didnt !
m: yes you did :/ meanie !
hahaha xD
went to raffles place for dinner . (:
teevee so sua ku ! xD
BK got student meal one meh ?
HAHA xD
she got BK FISH & i got SINGLE MUSHROOM SWISS . (:
haha ! it was so fun . xD
chilli or ketchup?
m: CHILLI !
l: KETCHUP !
okay , both .. if you need more , come back .
haha ! the counter lady was really nice . (:
teevee went to find the toilet , and so i sat thr .
and then when i wanted to use my hp , teevee tried to scare me .
but she couldnt , because i turned around to take my hp and she couldnt . xD
haha ! my hp foiled your plans :x
so i went to the toilet too .
wash hands before trying contacts . (:
then left BK .
teevee went Katong . ):
have fun at the concert ! (:
i went to the optician .
then tried on the contacts again .
it was so pain !
my eyes kept watering .
so the shop assistant helped me put it in once .
and then she asked me to take it out myself .
yeah , so i managed to take it out !
YES I DID (:
YAY !
and then after that tried to put it in again .
while she was talking to the customer ,
i managed to put it in . o_o
and then she saw it in my eye x.x
and then she was like : LOOK DOWN LOOK DOWN ! OKAY , BLINK !
xD
hahaha ! glad . (:
i finally managed to put it on myself .
showed mommy . (:
YAY .
but that was only the right eye .
so tried left eye too . :D
took a few tries , cause i couldnt really control the upper lid well .
then finally , IT WENT IN . (:
YAY !
thank you Dr Tan & assistant , erm , okay sorry i dont know how to spell her name . :x
took it out again .
and then he had to say : i wont be giving her the contacts yet . i want her to come back for one more session .
RAAAAAAAR .
and then my mom went : huh ? but she wants to wear this sunday !
LOL .
yeah fine that was my motivation . xD
anyway , he was nice enough to let me have it .
but i had to practice more ! (:

today's quite a good day overall .
i CAN wait for tomorrow .
but i CANT wait for sunday !
yingtian ! please contact me ASAP about the time ! )x


;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Wednesday, August 01, 2007
8:48 PM

raaar , poor melissa's being bullied by hazwani . ):

(8:35 PM) just shut up and: you'll be sending the message to grp leaders, yes? xD
(8:35 PM) † melissa/kir: nonono x.x
(8:35 PM) just shut up and: melissa...
(8:35 PM) † melissa/kir: hazzie ...
(8:36 PM) just shut up and: grp leaders onlyyy. aiyo.
(8:36 PM) † melissa/kir: fine fine T_T"
(8:36 PM) † melissa/kir: bully T_T"
(8:36 PM) just shut up and: mel's bully-able.
(8:36 PM) † melissa/kir: T____T"
(8:37 PM) just shut up and: at least not bullimicable. wth. what kinda word is that?!
(8:37 PM) † melissa/kir: o_o i dont want to be bulimic ! x.x
(8:37 PM) † melissa/kir: that's so scary . x__x
(8:39 PM) just shut up and: imagine stucking the end of the toothbrush down the throat. then vomitting out all you dinner. wahhhhhh.
(8:39 PM) † melissa/kir: i dont need the description ! x.x
(8:41 PM) just shut up and: you're welcome!
(8:41 PM) † melissa/kir: rawr T_T
(8:42 PM) † melissa/kir: hazzie keeps bullying poor mel. ):
(8:42 PM) † melissa/kir: *curls up at corner and cries* xD
(8:44 PM) just shut up and: [*towers over mel with a long and thin toothbrush in my hand]
(8:44 PM) † melissa/kir: noooooo !
(8:44 PM) just shut up and: [*jeng jeng jengggg]
(8:44 PM) † melissa/kir: *stunned*

HAZZIE . YOU ARE SO MEAN . ):


and what a great day to know that Mag hates lit .
i bet lit hates you too , Mag .
Thou shalt be punished for sins thou hath committed .
and by sins i mean hating lit . ):
thou , thee , shalt , hath , etc. are NOT spelling mistakes .
they're refined methods of talking .
which you cant handle ! >:D
haha . BOO YOU MAG .

& TREE-CHAN ! TIK-CHAN ! YING-CHAN ! <3
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



5:07 PM

am i emo ? no .
do i look emo ? apparently yes .
am i stressed ? maybe .
do i look stressed ? apparently yes .
the other day , i met venus on the bus .
then she asked me : are you sick ?
m : huh , no o_o
v : *points to head* they say you are !
m : WHAT ? O_O I'M NOT !
v : oh . okay . are you stressed ?
m : am not .
v : okay .

lol .

i think you'd better watch out .
they dont even have a good impression of you .
and you all think you're all that .
HA . get a life .

bad day for geog test . ):
i mean , how subtle was that hint ?!
look out for spelling errors!
OMG . T_T
and then after that ,
what other word can you spell wrong?!
THAT WAS SO MEAN !
I MEAN PLEASE , IT DOESNT EVEN LOOK LIKE A TOMBOLA x: TOMBOLO T_T"
oh heck . 10 marks just flew out the window .
darn fun in class today .
loke's last day in charge of us . (:
lgp gave us 2 free periods .
finished EMATHS and handed it in .
and both me and charlotte were fretting over the last qn .
then she gave up while i continued trying .
finally : AHHH ! IT WORKED .
and then i explained to her and then we started using her tablet . :D
was supposed to design something for Spectrum but since her tablet didnt have photoshop , just went to 'do other things' . LOL .
xD

& i conclude that egg tarts are nice :x
;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.